6.8.12

Today was pretty relaxing.  The girls went out and about doing their thing this morning while I slept in and read my book out on the patio.  I managed to get my sheets washed and all that fun stuff.  After lunch we went down and layed on the beach for a couple hrs.  The weather was pretty nice while the sun was out.  Once it went behind the clouds it got a little chilly.  No new sunburns for me today although my chest is peeling from my last burn.  Tonight we went and did some more shopping and walked around the mall.  Not much great to report for today.  I've had a lot of stuff going through my mind that I am trying to avoid dealing with but I think it has come to the point that I can't just put it off.  I hate that I let myself care for someone that doesn't care back.  As much as I keep trying and holding out hope that it will happen...it just doesn't.  But by this time next week I will be busy and won't have much time to think about it until I return home.  I still hold out hope but it great need of distraction!